Over 10 years ago, I had an experience after complaining in prayer one night over two family members.   The Lord heard my complaints and whining, and I received a visitation from Him.  It wasn’t permitted me to see Him physically (and many HAVE had such a visitation wether in a vision, dream, in waking life, or in a near death experience)   yet the Holy Spirit permitted me to see Jesus with spiritual eyes, and I was able to sense His personality, Who He is, and that He is the most beautiful Person you will ever meet .

He is very calm and peaceful,  very Royal- I knew automatically that I was before a King of all Kings of all Universes and yet with that Supreme Royalty given Him of the Father,  was total humility and down-to-earthiness.   He was not affected by His Royalty in the least.  I know of supervisors in small companies with even a little bit of arrogance.  Jesus has no arrogance about Him.  He is also not a whimp either.    When they call Him “meek”  it doesn’t mean weak and fearful.  He has no fear.  It means that He chooses not to defend Himself.  He will defend others, but overlooks Himself.     when He was slammed across His face by one of the guards at His trial, He didn’t strike back- though He could have easily.  He looked the guard right in the eyes of total crystal clear purity, pity and compassion and asked him “Why do you strike Me?”       He was not intimidated by that guard but His Love and pity was evident by those who witnessed the scene.

When I met Jesus, I was shocked at the reality of Who I was laying before and embarrassed at my whining and complaining prior to His visitation.     I was struck at His inner beauty so much that I realized why the disciples dropped everything to follow Him.   Just the way He looked at them and then said , “Follow Me” stirred something in them.   They had to see more.