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“Now What, Abba Father?”

The message below was given to a dear spiritual friend who had been baptized by the Holy Spirit decades ago.. and since then she will receive very clear messages from our Lord while in prayer. This was given to her about 12:55 Friday the 20th of November, 2020. Here is her message to me below along with what the Heavenly Father spoke to her:

This just ‘flew through me’ after I asked the question above….

Trust Me!… I see time in ONE glance, as you are always telling others, and you must believe this with all your heart, that I’m ALWAYS with you, and that I’m always in CHARGE, and I know you believe this, and I want you to CONTINUE to believe it, no matter WHAT you see, hear, or feel; have the assurance that I’m WITH you, because you have given Me your heart; therefore you know that I will always take CARE of you, and I will take care of anyone who has SINCERELY given Me their heart, and their TRUST in their devotion and their praise and their prayers, and their love.

Know that I’m ALWAYS with you, and I will NEVER leave you, because of this genuineness, this sincerity, that I find in the heart of one who truly BELIEVES that I am their Father and that I am watching OVER them, and that I Will take CARE of everything in their life, and you have nothing to FEAR, and as you said, ‘for fear does NOT serve the kingdom of God,’ so again you must BELIEVE this with ALL your heart, soul, mind and spirit!
You know that you were going to SEE things in THIS day and age as My justice touches certain aspects of this life, that you’re living in, but that doesn’t mean for you to be AFRAID or have stress.  

I know many are wondering and suffering in that wondering…. but keep PRAYING for their conversion, if they don’t believe in Me, ….and keep having TRUST that I Will reach these souls, because as you say to Me, “You don’t want the loss of one soul, and you know that I don’t want the loss of one soul.”

But remember My child, that I leave mankind FREE to make the choice. They choose Me, or the enemy of their Salvation, as is your way to put it. AND THIS IS VERY TRUE… THE ENEMY OR ME. CHOOSE!But know that I give Grace’s to HELP you choose Me.
I am right NEXT to you, I am in your heart and in your soul, and in your mind, because you have INVITED Me, and you have trusted Me and you DON’T leave Me, so why would I EVER leave you, My child, or for that matter, anyone who TRULY, truly believes IN Me?They have nothing to FEAR, but you will see things happen AROUND you, as I continue to wake souls up . . . . . and bring them to their knees to CRY out to Me. I DO NOT WANT THE LOSS OF ONE SOUL!
So don’t be AFRAID, and KEEP praying, praying, praying, and yes it pleases Me that you would offer everything through the Sorrowful and Immaculate ❤️ of My beautiful Daughter, the Queen of Heaven, the Mother of your Savior, and YOUR Mother as well (!), and the Spouse of the dear Holy Spirit.Know that she loves you with ALL the PERFECT love a mother could have for her children. Never FAIL to go to her and POUR your heart out into her Heart.
Yes of course share this message with (….) and tell her that I love her so very MUCH, but she knows this. . . . . and never to be upset about ANYTHING, no matter WHAT she sees and feel, and I say that to you, and I say that to ALL souls.

You know that these days Were prophesied, so please don’t BE upset!  If you belong to Me, you belong to Me!You belong to Me, and you have nothing to BE worried about, because I HAVE your life, and no matter what HAPPENS, since you have surrendered FULLY to Me… WHATEVER  happens to you is ONLY My Will… as I LET it happen to you.PLEASE REMEMBER THIS!There are still lessons to learn, and souls to reach.

I’m a MERCIFUL and LOVING Father, but I leave people free to MAKE that choice, and I respect that, but you can be SURE in the same breath, that I never STOP calling, I never stop pursuing, I never stop going after souls TO belong to Me, for NOW and for ALL eternity.
You have all My love, and I give you My strength to BEAR through these days, and TRUST, trust, trust as you’ve never trusted BEFORE, My child.
I love you, and I’m with you, and everyone who BELIEVES in Me, and WANTS Me in their lives with ALL My love..
You’re most loving Father, your most loving Abba, you’re most loving Creator.

The following vision was shared with me by my Christian sister, Patricia Owens.. and this occurred in 2011 the night before the Japan nuclear disaster in Fukashima. The following I am relaying here in Patricia’s own words emailed to me:

“NOW This vision was sort of like in my mind and also for real, like a combination of both, if that makes any kind of sense. IT’S HARD TO EXPLAIN. It started out, I was standing in the door jam that separates the kitchen from the dining room on the right.
We had a large bow window in the dining room, and to the left of that window, our Lord appeared, and He looked somewhat like the picture of that little girl (Akiane Kramerik) who painted the beautiful picture of the Prince of Peace.I really didn’t see His face too clearly but he had on a white garment but I didn’t see his feet and I know He had dark brown hair. He was the average height of a normal man of about 6 ft I’m assuming maybe a little bit taller.
He was standing there and He bent over gently looking at me… just a little bit of a bending forward, and He also stepped forward a bit, and He presented to show me a large actual “cut out” of an island; It was that of Japan, about four or five feet wide and He was holding it with His two hands and it was mostly covered with fire.  
Now, I know that Japan was known to have earthquakes that caused fires, so this map shown to me didn’t really shock me too much, but I couldn’t understand WHY He was showing me this as He was.

I just looked at Him very gently, because it was TOO much on my mind still, about ALL the rain we were having, and of course being VERY upset about our lake. what if the  dams DIDN’T hold the water back because of the amount of rainwater. What a Nightmare that would have BEEN, to put it mildly! And so, didn’t know WHY He was showing me this. . . .
He had this sort of concern look, but it was very gentle still, and He said to me:  “I want you to cover the souls in Japan with My Precious Blood.”
So I said this prayer within my heart, And He said gently…, “No, I want you to say it OUT loud …say it to Me”.. Words to that effect.
Then the map just gently disappeared and He just disappeared just as softly, and I was glad that I could say that prayer that it made Him happy, but then my mind immediately WENT to my concern about the rain coming down, and the threat to the lakes especially OUR Lake.

I decided to go to bed early so I could get up early in the morning and put the news on, and find out what HAPPENED with the dams holding up the lakes.
So I think it was about 7:30- 8:00 that I QUICKLY went to the kitchen and I put on the TV to find out the news about the lakes. . . . .


My late pastor often went on mission to Italy in the early to mid 1950’s, when there were very poor living conditions in the rural areas. Conditions were such that there was no running water.. people did their bathing and washing from a creek. There were no toilet utilities.. I suppose they dug a hole in the ground, or releaved themselves in a dishpan full of water, which they emptied into a wooded area.

My pastor noticed a group of young boys playing near a puddle.. He went to pat one of the boys on the head, when , repulsed, he withdrew his hand from this boy’s head.. as his head was totally crawling with lice. Then our Lord spoke to my pastor. “Son, are you offended in me?” These conditions you find in this little village are the same poor conditions I lived through in Nazareth”. My pastor then understood far more than before just how much Jesus endured on a daily basis throughout His childhood up to the day of His unfair humiliating death.

I am sure that even through the daily trials, Jesus offered all up to the Father for the good of His children. Never in the scriptures , do we hear Jesus complain about His own sufferings.. In fact, there was a day when He was on the verge of discouragement. He then prayed, “What shall I say, Father , save Me from this hour?.. NO!!, For this hour I have come!” Father, glorify Thy name” and the Father actually audibally replied, “I have glorified it, and will glorify it again”.

I also recall in the 1990’s, when complaining out loud about eating a soggy submarine sandwich in my cold car one day.. and saying out loud, “Jesus woud never have eaten this crap , even in Nazareth!”… and before I could get the word, “Nazareth” out of my mouth, the Lord telepathically interrupted me, and gently replied back, “I ate worse than that”.

Opening blindly His recorded words in “He and I”, He gave me this:

“…Don’t be surprised at having to suffer for Me or at being tested and tried for My sake. These are records to be filled out for eternity. You take your place in the sacrifice for which the crown is prepared. You play your part in the unfinished symphony of My passion. Love these last sufferings; they are a part of your travel wardrobe. the most ordinary sufferings – heat, insects, unforseen mishaps, petty annoyances that you offer Me in expiation- are part of the harvest of the Autumn of your life in this ever marvelous springtime of love..”


The young annointed king David was chosen by God to be the rightful king over Israel. King Saul was whom the people of Israel chose.., so that they could be like all of the other nations. After a series of disobediences by Saul, the Lord took the kingdom from him and gave it to whom HE chose- David, who God called “a man after My own Heart”. God still annointed Saul in the beginning , to where Saul was even given the gift of prophecy, but by degrees, Saul chose his own way over God’s way. By appearances he honored God, but in his heart, he elevated himself over God. In fact, Saul even had a monument erected for himself.– not to honor God, but to honor himself. (1 Samuel 15:12 )

When Samuel directed Saul (through the Holy Spirit) , he only half obeyed God’s leading, and made sure that with his partial obedience, he also snuck in his own choices as he saw fit. An example of this is when God , through Samuel, directed him to totally slay the Amalekites (including their herds) in battle, yet while he slayed the Amalekites, he spared the best of their herds for animal sacrifices as well as sparing the king of the Amelakites. When Samuel called him on this, he made excuses and only superficially repented after he was backed into a corner by Samuel. Saying: “The soldiers took sheep and cattle from the plunder, the best of what was devoted to God, in order to sacrifice them to the Lord your God at Gilgal.” Notice how Saul refers to God, not as HIS God, but Samuel’s God when he says, “your God”.

After Samuel told him that God was going to remove the Kingdom from him, and give it to another who the Lord was more pleased with, Saul repented.. but only to save face before the people. “Saul replied, “I have sinned. But please honor me before the elders of my people and before Israel; come back with me, so that I may worship the Lord your God.”

We know that by degrees, Saul kept on making his own choices apart from God.. even contacting a witch after Samuel died, instead of praying to God for advice… so that he eventually opened himself up to demon attachment to where young David had to play soothing hymns on his harp to soothe Saul’s anxiety. Saul , who was at one time blessed by the Holy Spirit and given the gift of prophecy when first annointed king, but who, through his own continous acts of disobedience, pushed the Holy Spirit out of his own heart. Leaving a vaccum where God used to reside, demonic entities took over and Saul resembled king Herod more than someone who was at one time annointed by God. He became prey to fits of jealousy and rage… especially toward David whom he realized was to be the future king to take his place.. the one God told Samuel about. Hearing the local villagers applaud David after he slew Goliath, and singing in the streets, “Saul slew thousands but David Ten Thousands”, this created more thorns of jealousy in his heart that grew into hate toward David.

Samuel confirmed to David that he was to be the king over Isreal , but David refused to take that position until GOD would choose HIS timing. Until then, David lived as an exile, with men who committed themselves to following him. Many opportunities came for David to slay Saul , who continuously chased after him with an army of men to kill him.., but he refused to slay him… even contradicting his own faithful advisors.. His Advisor was the Holy Spirit. “

In 1 Samuel 24, we read: “He came to the sheep pens along the way; a cave was there, and Saul went in to relieve himself. David and his men were far back in the cave.  The men said, “This is the day the Lord spoke of when he said to you, ‘I will give your enemy into your hands for you to deal with as you wish.’” Then David crept up unnoticed and cut off a corner of Saul’s robe. Afterward, David was conscience-stricken for having cut off a corner of his robe.   He said to his men, “The Lord forbid that I should do such a thing to my master, the Lord’s anointed, or lay my hand on him; for he is the anointed of the Lord.”  With these words David sharply rebuked his men and did not allow them to attack Saul. And Saul left the cave and went his way.”

Nevertheless, after David revealed to Saul later that he could have killed him, but refused to , and even honored Saul by laying prostrate before him., there was a degree of compuction by Saul.. but in time, he allowed the Dark Side to win over and he resorted back to his old hate, continuing to hunt David down and forcing him to live as a future king in exile.  Only until the Death of Saul, did David become the king over Israel. The heart David had was so full of the love of God, that he wept over Saul’s death… in spite of the fact that Saul hated him.

The difference between Saul and David is.. that while David made his moral mistakes, he allowed the Holy Spirit to convict and renew his heart, and he never made that same mistake again. “Make within me a clean heart, my God, and renew a right spirit within me.” He would pray. Saul didnt make the same moral mistakes before others… noone could point a finger on him for anything immoral, yet his heart refused to yield over to the Holy Spirit , thinking he was good enough and as long as he looked holy enough before the people, that was the important thing. He didnt realize that He needed to be sanctified and holy before God First, and have God’s approval… not the approval of the people. David lost approval from his own people on various occasions.. rebuking his men for advising him to slay Saul, and going against what seemed the right thing to do , so that he could do what GOD desired of him… cost what it may. His followers were tired of constantly running from Saul and wanted David to finally kill this king once and for all .. partly so that they could stop running and hiding. David never forced anyone to follow him, yet when they tried to influence his decisions, he never conceded with them if it meant disobeying what God’s Spirit desired of him.

God was at home in David’s heart. Saul’s heart did not leave any room for God’s Spirit to dwell so that , by degrees, demonic entities took Saul’s heart over. Saul made a monument to honor himself, yet David desired to build a Temple to honor GOD alone. But God was already at home in David’s heart. He was already the Temple of the Lord … pleased at David’s love for Him, he permitted David’s future Temple.. but only that it would not be built by David but by his son, Solomon.

Like king David, our Lord Jesus Christ is also a young king in Exile awaiting the Day of the Father when He can build His Father’s Kingdom on this Earth, as in Heaven. As of now, His Kingdom is being built in the hearts of those who receive the Holy Spirit’s full way within them.

St. Therese of Lisuex was led to share once, “Our Lord does not come down from Heaven every day to lie in a golden ciborium. He comes to find another heaven which is infinitely dearer to Him -the heaven of our souls.”  If you look within the eyes of St. Therese of Lisuex, and others who follow our Lord , you see our King in Exile looking out through their eyes because they , like king David, made room for Him. These souls are His Temple that He may rest His head; The eyes are the mirror of one’s soul, and through His Temple, you can see the Light of our King shine forth. They are One with Him.








Follow The Light

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When Jesus walked this Earth – from birth to His death by crucifixion, He experienced the greatest level of sensitivity and intuition far more than others..  Because of His total submission of Himself to the Father and Holy Spirit, His soulish and spiritual senses were /are far more enhanced .   Even as a child, Jesus had a more intense sensitivity.. knowing the Holy Spirit was leading Him to remain behind in the Temple even though Mary and Joseph left with the others back to Nazareth.

Due to the complete sensitivity and intuitiveness of His spirit and soul , Jesus continuously suffered on a level more than any of us know.  Even now, He  ever suffers  this way as He continues to share in every person’s individual pains and heartaches through every age to the end of this Dispensation when He fully sets up His Father’s Kingdom.    Knowing this, we can now understand Him when He said, “When you do it to the least of these, My children, you do it to Me.”

Not only as the Son of God, but also as the Son of Man, our Lord is a total complete Empath to the fullest degree.  He genuinely shares  what another person is experiencing along with them.   As the son of Man Who always allowed the Holy Spirit to open His ear morning by morning, His senses were  quickened to the fullest measure upon birth.

His great sensitivity cost Him much on a daily basis- especially around the crowds that thronged around Him where He could pick up every emotional vibe coming from every person clamoring for healing or curiosity.  He could keenly sense a person’s irritable emotions,  nervous energy, cynical disposition, judgemental vibes, impatience, and other attitudes of the unredeemed human soul.,  This bombardment of everyone’s “energies” is a form of “emotion pollution” that many of us are hardened to., but in which Jesus keenly felt at all times.   Still, He did not escape into the “Invisible” to get away from people.  His love is such that He faced it daily, at great cost to His own peace yet, nevertheless,  willingly as He denied Himself for love of the Father and compassion for others.

You may know of someone who has a greater degree of emotional sensitivity where they can’t stand being around groups of people …wether in a bus, a stadium, a concert or any crowd.  They pick up on everyone’s emotional vibes surrounding them and it overwhelms them emotionally.    Jesus can relate with the suffering of these people because as Son of Man, He experienced this continuously.  He did not seek to escape this suffering, but even in this, He ignored the discomfort for the sake of Love.

The only times He left the crowds was upon hearing the Holy Spirit lead Him to set Himself apart from them so that they could go home and get rest.   Climbing a high place, even separating Himself from His disciples, He would pray alone in communion with the Father and be rejuvenated spiritually to again return to His public service amongst the crowds .

We read in John 12:27 His words, “Now My soul is troubled, and what shall I say? ‘Father, save Me from this hour’? No! it is for this purpose that I have come to this hour.”

A clue in scriptures of His keen empathic senses is when the  woman with the bleeding issue touched the hem of His robe from behind,  and He felt healing come forth from Him to her… and turning around asked who touched Him.   She only touched the HEM of His garment, yet He felt her touch, even though crowds thronged Him.   The disciples had no clue what He was talking about because they did not have that degree of sensitivity Jesus has.

Mark 9:18-26 And a certain woman, which had an issue of blood twelve years and had suffered many things of many physicians, and had spent all that she had, and was nothing bettered, but rather grew worse,When she had heard of Jesus, came in the press behind, and touched his garment. For she said, If I may touch but his clothes, I shall be whole.  And straightway the fountain of her blood was dried up; and she felt in her body that she was healed of that plague. And Jesus, immediately knowing in himself that virtue had gone out of him, turned him about in the crowd, and said, Who touched my clothes?   And his disciples said unto him, Thou seest the multitude thronging thee, and sayest thou, Who touched me?  And he looked round about to see her that had done this thing.  But the woman fearing and trembling, knowing what was done in her, came and fell down before him, and told him all the truth.  And he said unto her, Daughter, thy faith hath made thee whole; go in peace, and be whole of thy plague.

At Jesus’s trial and crucifixion, it cost our Lord far more than others who experienced the same capital punishment.. as Jesus suffered greatly not only on a physical level, but also on a spiritual and soul level as well.    Because of His heightened spiritual and emotional empath senses, He keenly felt all negative energy from those who hated Him spewn onto Himself..   it wasn’t just physical spit coming from them;  it was spit from the very energy and vibe they projected on Him.. which He keenly felt.   And He was vulnerable to this- stripped naked physically while being pinned by 3″ thick rusty nails on rough cut wood beams.. nailed to one spot as this more intense form of vile bombardment projected onto Him from all surrounding Him in hate.  They surrounded Him like possessed jackals.  He suffered more than we can realize..   not just on a physical level., but on a level that only an empath person has a tiny hint of.

May Jesus be praised , honored and glorified forever♥♥♥

ps.   I asked our King in Exile, if  He would allow me His reply from His recorded words to Gabrielle Bossis in “He and I”.    I blindly opened up to the following:

“…My soul suffered most among the souls of men and that is why I have the highest glory in Heaven.  Do you know why I suffered the most?  Because I had the greatest capacity for love.”

Stand And Be Strong


I felt it was a good time to re-post this from Feb. 2014.

This will be a great part of our testing in these last days: to overcome the lies of the enemy against God and His goodness.

We are entering times when mans own choices have lifted the restraining hand of God against evil in our nations.  In some cases those choices are bringing His righteous and holy judgment as His Word said.  Some things will be very clear.  When a nation is being judged or disciplined to bring it back to God, everyone in that nation will be affected in some way.

Other things will be far less easy to understand.  Why does disaster strike?  Why do our friends and loved ones die or experience such hard things when we have prayed and believed?  Once when I was questioning the Lord about many of these things He said…

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6-13-19 My children, I have some questions for you. What is more important to you, that you know a date of one of the events that I have told you about or that you spend intimate time with Me? Whic…

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40 Days in the Wilderness


Luke 4: 1-13

“And Jesus, full of the Holy Spirit, returned from the Jordan, and was led by the Spirit for forty days in the wilderness, tempted by the devil.  And He ate nothing in those days;  and when they were ended, he was hungry….”

Jesus’s  forty days in the wilderness was actually prophetic of His entire life on this Earth to serve the Father.. from the day He was born to the die He was crucified and surrendered His spirit into His Father’s hands.   His entire physical life on this Earth was an “uphill climb” .. the type of uphill climb young Isaac walked with his father Abraham, up the mountain intended for his sacrifice.

The deprivations, lack of food and water, temperature extremes, scorpions, snakes, scavenger beasts, etc… were all symbolic of what He would experience on a larger scale throughout His ministry ..even what He already experienced prior in Nazareth.   The wild beasts, snakes and scorpions in that wilderness represented all the facets of mankind’s fallen human nature that He would experience, and who would “get in His face”..   and again, Satan would continue to find opportune times to use fallen beast-like mankind to continue in his attempt at tempting Jesus.   He saved his highest level of temptations for last.. in Gethsemane’s garden, trial and crucifixion.

His hunger and thirst in the Wilderness represent His spiritual hunger and thirst for the Father’s will for mankind..   that the Father’s Will would come on this fallen Earth as it already is in Heaven.  His thirst and hunger was for the Salvation of souls.   On the cross , as He hung dying, His cry, “I thirst”, was not merely for physical water..  but His thirst for the Father’s complete will .. that the souls of man could be saved.   His cry was a hymn of love before the Father.     Yes, He experienced extreme physical thirst and hunger, but these needs for Him went beyond the physical to the spiritual.

He drank the fullness of the Cup.   In His recorded words to Gabrielle Bossis in “He and I”, He told her:

“My very little girl, you must begin to be happy to suffer for Me.  You know that I was happy to suffer for you.  Don’t two friends seek to give one another things?  Would you be content just to receive?   Take the initiative in love.  Above all, don’t lose your smile.  Give it to Me so that I may bless it..”

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